raqabat Meaning in English

336...aqabat usey bhi thiWoh mujh se barh ke zabt ka adi tha jee gayaWarna har ek sans qayamat usey bhi thiSunata tha wo bhi sab se purani kahaniyanTaza rafaqaton ki zaroorat usey bhi thiTanha huwa safar mein tu mujh pe khula yeh bhaidSaye se pyar, dhoop se nafrat usey bhi thiMohsin mein ousse keh na saka yun bhi haal-e-dilDar pesh aik taza...

...aqabat thi bohat se log tujhe dekh kr hamaray huway ab ik hajoom e shikesta dilan hai sath apnay jinhain koi na mila humsafar hamaray huway kisi ne gham to kis ne mizaj...