stash Polski Meaning

...tash, nor obvious pelf. Broke my ego, yanked my ?self?. Spooks I knew were staking me, ought I to have, just let it be? Couldn?t have cast to scurry away. My loved ones would have to pay. They blew my door off its hinge. Book an note from window flings; pots and pans that were my Mings. Didn?t even care for baby slings, blue little jay that always sings. Trod my heart, my mama?s things. Fate deliver us from these binges, tom?s hungry, the...